Bruised but not broken

Well how do i start, at the beginning of this year i was happy, i had a great or rather perfect life, with a perfect future and a gorgeous  partner,  a month down…..Gorgeous partner starts having  no time for me. I think its a phase but as we talk about it, i am made to understand partner needs time to sort out stuff which stuff i am not allowed to know. This is where i am meant to bad mouth long distance relationships, it did work for three years at least half of the three years but after a while i guess the calls andthe endless emails were not enough and the occasional appearance of four weeks all year round. The calls that lasted hour started coming to an end as soon as they began.

“Baby i love to hear the sound of your voice even if its for a few seconds”, ”Baby you can calll me anytime”, “ I always have time for you”,  turned into,  ”Baby am in the middle of something can you call me back in lie twenty”. Twenty minutes later if not dead asleep, “baby am to tired hence i think it would be better if you called me tomorrow.”  To the point that i felt that i wasnt in a long distance relationship let alone a relationship.

They say that life is what you make it. So today i have a good life with a bright future and no partner. How does that fee?, i dont know.  But when the nights are cold and grey i say they are bad days, though when the sun rises i can smile and say that its a good sunny day. As much as i am bruised i am not broken.

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Hello

Just working my way through this. They say bloging is meant to be a joy not  a chore, well hope it is. My joys , my tears and sorrows, not forgeting my intresting bits….lets see how we go from here…xx